Things that make me upset/things I don’t like:
-Criticism of any kind (even constructive)
-Feeling dizzy/faint
-Time pressure
-People in authority
-Being in the wrong
-People reading my writing (except S)
-Unspoken sadness/anger
-Paranoia
-Overwhelming tasks
-Being unable to grasp a concept, despite your best efforts
-People who are overly nice so it feels focused
-Unknown causes of distress (ie. when you can’t name the worry)
-Forgetting something
-Not completing something on a list of ‘things to do’
-When I am forced to talk to people who intimidate me
-Those days where I physically cannot look people in the eye
-Waking up in pain
-Studying in pain
-Becoming upset after prolonged pain
-Needles
-Avoiding topics
-Selective secrets
-When I am accidently a bitch and I don’t know how to make the moment better
-Unjustified blame
-When I have passive aggressive fights with people and all I want to do is cry
-“Your body is a battle ground”
-When people comment on your weight
-Utter exhaustion
Things that make me happy/things I like:
-4-lens photos
-Good weather
-Dancing to pop music
-Secret alcoves
-Boys who aren’t supposed to be attractive, but are
-Cappuccinos
-Letters from Swedan
-The colour teal
-Shared experiences with acquaintances
-Newly found eye-shadow
-Mermaids
-Alliteration
-Interesting shot-glasses
-Ireland
-BBC TV shows which I turn into autobiographies
-Recovery
-When my brother treats me like I am a person, rather than an opponent in mental rugby
-Watching someone’s face when they talk about their lover
-When the sisterly and motherly figures in my life re-emerge
-When you can say, “look at what we had” instead of “look at what we lost”
Things which are neither here nor there:
-Hysterical hand holding
-Sick bay becoming a strongly discouraged option
-Relationships that fade
-Dreading/anticipating Borneo
-When you fall asleep exhausted and don’t wake till morning
-The month of September
-Studying for psychology
-My bedroom
-My friend Jemima
-My weekend plans
-My distinct resentment to everything which is school
-Getting drunk
-My hair
-Both sets of grandparents
-Studying Chinese
-Balbasaw, the Pokemon
-Diamond cricket
-46
5 cups of chai:
this is actually so amazing. especially the title.
and so much to read...! i'm in heaven.
i hate it when people treat happiness like it's a sin. when we are both the good and bad? - happiness equates.
I just realised how shit this comment is..
OKAY.
xxo scarzz
Really loving this post, I can deffinately relate to some of these things...
What I'm struggling with most right now is whether to choose what I want or what everyone else wants me to want, uh it's so tedious...
Anywhoo, hope your week's going well, take care lovely! ;)
x
I like this post rather a lot :) xx
reading this made me smile. thank you
I am not great with constructive criticism myself! I try, I try so much, but always feel a little hurt.
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